_ ` Izit the end of this ? i don't wished to . But lets leave it to fate` ___

2008-05-07T22:31:00.000-07:00

Guys !
I'm still emoing , roars .
I also don't know why , i'm getting upset & frustrated over tht HONGSTER !
All promises're lies !
Damn , went out w amelia just now , and brought a new tee !<:
Thanks amelia , she made my mood better though .
iloveAIAI <3
Hahs , i guess i'm better den ytd , aft calling junjie , hehs !
hmm , why shd i bother bout him lehs ?

Sobbing , don't see my face , i say don't see ! Why you keep looking ? i say don't right ? Stop looking ! STOP! Dig out your eyes uh ! STOP LOOKING ! -.-

2008-05-07T01:18:00.000-07:00

Yeahs !
Exams over (:
But don'tknw why , still stress , -.- ! Maybe worrying bout results .
oh nvm , evry paper seems to be difficult .
Altough , today is the last day of paper , school still seems to look so bored yea .
Hmm , but at least he smile to me today (:
i hpe things will get better .
& we cn forget evrything .
Evrything looks so complicated , but infact , breaking up seems to make things easier (:
Don't knw why , went to causeway almost everyday , this week .
Maybe , i'm hoping to see my pri sch frens (: .
Sad , isn't the word to describe my feelings now .
I feel like shifting my pain from inside to outside .
I really don't know who am i loving now ?
HIM OR HIM ?
Do ur understand my feelings ?
Why does everyone think that it's my FAULT to break w him ?
Is it really my fault ?
I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW !

KindSoul : Thanks for ur comment , i knw tht i'm too young to hve a relationship & i also realise tht i cn't maintain it well . but sometimes , friends doesn't give what i want . If u're in my situation , then you'll knw how tough it's to leave someone . I finally made up choice to leave him , not because , i want to get into another relationship , but because , like what u said , i wouldn't be able to maintain it well & if i cn't , what the point to continue tht relationship .
idk why , i would always wan to be in relationship , or is it because nothing seems to satisfy me , i really don'tknw . I guess , even if i were to leave all those relationship things , i will still feel sadness . My family is also a problem for me . perhaps , u don't know me well , it's not just love tht's causing all this sadness . my world is dark , and maybe love does makes it bright . anw , thanks a lot(: , what u said , is meaningful =D .

For the '...' on my tagboard , I don't entertain nameless creature , and i don't really knw what u're tagging , so please , brush up ur eng , b4 u gif ur comment , if u've got no name , PLEASE KINDLY , fuck off my blog (: , thanks lots <:

I wanna scream my lungs out ,
I don't wanna silent scream in my lungs anymore .
It's so uncomfortable and so unbearable .
I'm sad for you , you act as if nothing happen .
I'm leaving miserably in hell , you're living happily in heaven .

Loving you is a good thing that has happened on me .
I never regretted on that .
I thanks God for letting me know you .
You bought me laughters , gave me a real smile across my face ,
though it's only 2 short months + ..

I'm letting you go , let all the memories you gave me be a part of my memory .
For the last time , i love you !

2008-05-06T00:53:00.000-07:00

Hellos !
Lit exam today , seems like i will fail too -.- ! Do u think i cre ?
Lalala .
Yeahs , i went to causeway w my girlfriends (: , and junjie kor .
Aft tht lalala .
Now , smth happen , i wouldn't say , unless u ask (:
WO ZI YOU LE ~
I hpe , i won't get emo anymre .
I made my choice and i won't regret .
I hpe , although , i'm a bit upset , but i guess , he's mre upset .
Oh i don't cre , he's showing me atti now .
Anw , i saw HIM at causeway agn , i rather i didn't see him lohs!
So sad ):
Ohno ! lazy to post liaos .
tml last paper , i wanna study for tht last paper .
Ppl , buhbye .

2008-05-05T01:35:00.000-07:00

Heyheys !
Maths paper 2 was , soso ahs ..
Went to cause way w aiting , junjie , yan xiu .
& i ... nvm . secret :/
______________________
he saw me luhs !
Please ! Why do i see him , when i don't want to ?
I guess he hated me also , he doesn't even shows eye contact to me .
Why cn't he leave me alone ?
Whenever i'm trying to forget him , he appear .
Wth! God , wad're u trying to tell me .

The fights, the crying, all the pain and heartbreak.
The sacrifices we made to each other.
All the times we spent together.
Hours and hours passed as we just sat there and talked.
We knew everything about one another.
Now we cant stand to see each other, or ever make eye contact.
In the end, is it really worth it?

2008-05-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hellos !
Omg ! I gonna fail for my geo and maths paper .
It's so damn diff lahs !
I also heard frm longlong tht paper 2 for maths is mre difficult !
Comfirm-fail-paper .
Helpp ~
I don't knw hw to mke my parents satisfied w my marks , seriously .
Need to copy 1000 lines of , ' i will be a responsible literature pupil ' and go for dentention on monday .
Fuck fuck fuck , that teacher sux ]:
I'm so moody now luhs !

____________________________________________________________________________________
Labour day . 1/may .
Ame told be tht somone haf a stead liaos .
Felt like dying aft hearing it and seriously i regretted my choice tht i made before ! But everything's just too late ahs !
How i wish he never exist before ! Damn it .
Cn someone stop me frm thinking of him ?
He's just a jerk luhs !
& evrything seems to be over for SO damn freaking long .
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala ~
Hw did he mnge to forget ?
我终于领悟你所谓的承诺。
是谁说他会永远的爱我的？
一切都是谎言。
OH PUH-LEASE ..
let me forget him , and accp this new relationship .

Although it seems so impossible , but i knw as long as i try , thr's a chnce .
If i don't try , it will forever be impossible & he won't disappear frm my life either .
I'm willing to try for the sake of u , dear .

2008-04-27T05:10:00.000-07:00

Sigh, it's been a long time I'm feeling so down again. I hope I won't think so much anymore. Oh, friend. Don't tell me you're guilty when you're not at all. Forget it, cause' I know no one will really understand how I felt all the way. Since there's no more chance, there's no need for me to give in so much, to think for you, to worried about. Tears stain my bed sheets. A thing you’ll never know. I want something I once had. I never should have treated you like the way I did. But what can you expect from a girl, who inside is just a kid. I wish I could say I’m sorry, and I wish you would care. But now I know you won't listen, you’ll never ever be there. I wish I could tell you how much I hate myself for doing what I have done. But I cant change the past. And it won't ever be undone. Hours feel like weeks, and months feel like years. I let myself become controlling. So maybe I wouldn't have to face my fears. But in the end it cost you pain, more than I ever wanted to do. I never wanted to let go, I never wanted to hurt you. You saw me for the fake. That inside I truly was, and I began to lie to myself. Creating a chaotic buzz. I made myself lie to you. About what we used to be, hoping it would change the way you feel, about not wanting me. All the grief and stress I caused was because I thought you were the one. Since you believe she can changed, since you care for her so much now, and since she's the one who is there for you. Then I've nothing to worried about anymore. Cause I promised to let go, not to bother about anything that concerns you and also to stay happy. There's nothing I could do now but to forget everything I saw. Don't ever tell me forever, cause forever makes me cry. I wanna cry when I think of those time when I'm waiting alone, hearing your hurtful words and to accept everything that you've done. Those heartache, you will never know. Don't say you won't come back anymore, don't say it's my business if I'm waiting all along. Cause' I will never ask for your return anymore. The last reason to see me cry.This could be the end, it looks as though you've let go. I try to see just what it's worth and why I'm still here waiting. I've thought about it countless times, I just can't get to know the answers. You hurts me more each day, tormenting me with your words. Breaking me with your thoughts. We both know that this can never be, somethings ain't meant to be. Through all the tears and through all the pain and suffering. I thought I could make it if I try, just push the past and pain aside. What is the point when there's no one left to care? As time goes on, I wonder how long I'll feel this way. If I should just forget everything or should I hold on. Sometimes the answer seems so clear. Confusion, how long will hopes be there and not turn into emptiness. I need to forget, I can’t carry the regret. I can’t live in the past, as I can see the time moves fast. I've a long way to go, I should know it isn’t always so. To move on, do so before it’s all gone. To not give in, to know that it’s a sin. Through times I couldn't help thinking of how we were. Wondering if we found it, believing on something that we were sure. That our time together meant something in the long run, that any more looking was unnecessary because this was the one. Times I reminisce on when I had that sparkle in my eyes, and every moment where you were nothing short of perfect, in my mind. Then it all ended so quickly, and faded into another buried thought. We both tried to put it in the back of our heads, but we never forgot. Thinking of my past and I hope I've long forgot. Cause' I know how does it feel when the person you love is with somebody else, how does it feel knowing you'll never be together again, how does it feel when your heart is being ripped out and there's nothing you can do. How does it feel when she messed up my plan which left me cold and lonely. I miss you.
I'm sorry , dear . i cn't stop thinking bout him .
I really really hope things can stop .
But his image just appeared .
Dear , sometimes i find it hard for us ,
but everything still went on smoothly!
Although we quarrel many times ,
we'll never say ' it's over ' !
& it's all about love .

2008-04-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

Boy , if u happen to visit my blog , please see .
Idk what happen actually , but i did talked to you and u hacked me .
So in order not to make myself upset , i stopped talking to you .
For goodness sake , i didn't do anything to you ok ?
Nomatter what , i did my part ,
i spoke to you , reply or not is up to you .
You hated me in the past , i knw , for dono what reason ,
but till now , i never hated you ok ?
But u're talking to me indirectly in sch lerhs .
I hate to be on cold war wit people luhs , especially you .
So i just want you to knw tht , i don't hate u k?
I wouldn't post much about this , as i knw u might not give a damn .
♥不要故意躲开我！
Apart frm this , i'm studying this few days :]
Can see improvement liaos . =D

Amelia :
Hahs , congrats ;]
Hope ni men de relationship will last long agn worhs (:
If he not good hor , i'll bash him derhs .
It's just 4 floor dwn my hse nia .
Don't worry ahs !
Loveloves .

People tht ask to me be link or tag or whatsoever'll be done soon :]
♥I wish tht i could be like before
I was riding high but now i'm feeling low
I wish that u could make the world feel better
And take away the hurt !

2008-04-19T05:23:00.000-07:00

OhMyy !
I'm V-E-R-Y lazy to post bout wad happen today with amelia and junlong .
hehs ! so for mre info , go to junlong's blog .
HAHAHAS! evrything is stated there .
http://www.abbiishh.blogspot.com
I can't stop laughing now ,
HAHAHAHHA !
Exam cming liao lehs , STRESS !
i really very lazy luhs , sry ppl .
Nights (:

2008-04-18T05:21:00.000-07:00

OHMYYY ~
Gif me bck my fone ~
I'm so sad luhs .

My tears are flowing for you
As my mind wonders and heart beats
My body is nothing without you

And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry
And my thoughts weaken and try to forget
I feel like nothing without you

The beats within my chest were real,
Something that no one will ever steal
When there is nothing without you

But as I try to forget you more and more
My body grows weaker and begins to wear
Mind floats, rises to react

I know I'm nothing without you..

Btw , Happy happy 2 month dearr :]
=P . okaa .
Guys , won't be posting so mch liaos .
Exams cming lerhs .
OHmy !

2008-04-16T06:31:00.000-07:00

Okaaa .
u guys knw wad ?
I'm stress !
Midyear cming liaos , & i'm still so blur =X .
i'm prepared to fail le lahs..
Someone HELPPP ~~ please .
i don't wanna retain lahs :[
I wanna graduate with him .
Cann ni men imagine how stress i am ? ohmy !
But i know u all also very stress luhs .
:P .
HMM , wad cn i post bout ?
Ohh . Went to mediacorp again =P
For the hua wen wadever thingy derhs . =X .

Gottta study liaos :]]
hahs . Stresssss ~
Byeeeee !

2008-04-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

Yeahs !
Ppl , those tht ask to me link or relink 're done :]]
sry ahs , not in gd mood recently .
& i'm lazy >< , i admit .
hmm , went to 131 & blk 8 or wadeva der basketball court .
joce & xin ru & xin yi is damn high de lohs .
=P , & den hor , someone's younger brother is damn childish .
or is it diff generation ?
oh , whatever you wanna say , just say .
say me ac or wadever .
u're only jealous tht u cn't becme a gal yea .
Are u an idiot or wad ?
u scold ame cb & fuck you , which is also equal to u wanna fuck her or wad?
use ur brain lah hor .
i don't cre wad's my relationship with ur brother .
But b4 u speaks , use ur brain .
No one is perfect oka ? u aren't either .
don't tell me u didn't act b4 oka ?
& whatever i do , is my prob ka ?
& don't think tht ur looks or wad is mre matured or whatsoever den u cn bully hor .
Overall , i'm elder than u & u're younger than me .
I wouldn't want u to treat me very well .
But don't show me tht kind of fucking attitude .
& ame is also elder than u , show her some respect .
& i'll be not related to your brother soon , if what u think is what he think .
Don't think tht u haf ur brother den dua la horhs .
i don't even know if i type so much , 'll he read ?
ohmy! i don't care lahs .
i just wanna type out hw i feel .
Rofl .
Actually , i post this time , is mainly because i wanna type out this thing , for sme gl kia to rd :/
i don't understand why i'm related to him .
Tke it tht i'm badmouthing u or wadever .
Facts -
& there's another lamer scolding jiansheng and belle at belle's blog .
ohmy ! why're there so many childish ppl ?
ellina do nth also kanaa .
=X
Night :]

2008-04-03T07:17:00.000-07:00

Yeahs ! Hi :]
Time passing so fast luhs , or i'm slow at chnging skins ?
whatever ; k .
This week gonna end soon , & there's geo tml .
Well , i'm using fone so freely in class today .
Especially english lesson , nearly fallen asleep .
Ms Wang doesn't even looks like a cher cans?
ohmy! + her teaching sux .
PE : YanXiu&JunJie didn't run th whole sch lehs , thy run short cut =P & I'm ultra tired :D
Maths : Other than eng , this is the nxt lesson tht's bored .
F0rgot to d0 hmerwk & needa copy 100 lines of * I will hand in my hmewrk on time *
Kns , actually nonid on time derhs , but den , junjie shouted in class and said , : 'Cher ! no nid on time mehs ? '& Mr chan rmb & write dwn ' on time ' , 2 words times 100 = to 200 words mre . siann , but jing tung wrote finish all fer me :]

I'm not using her ahs =P .
Tml is friday , Church time :] !
Thanks God , for letting me know so many people & most importantly him .
& also helping me to solves problem . =x
Yeahs !
I promise you , i'll forget him (soon) .

Bye !

2008-04-02T06:16:00.000-07:00

I thought of someone 2dae again when i heard some songs .
I donwan so flirt cans ? kns !
Don't think bout him anymre cans !
I HATE ME !
ohmy . helpp :x
i got nth 2 post lehhs ><
bb

2008-04-01T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hies !
=P , I'm ultra tired , but i still post :]]
I suddenly got a lot gans lehs .
=P .
But in msl , ivan didi is the cutest , hahs
Walk in e rain todae , & i'm sicky .
=x . But den , todae in sch , i'm ultra unhappy wit one fucker .
lols !
He sux mann , always show tht kind of fugging eyes , kns .
gl gia , hw i hpe he'll visit this blog .
& see this thing :]
hahhs . he also dio other ppl , but thy don care .
i cCANNOT don care lahs .
Don't xialan lahs . knn .
Damn it , he's a guailan gia .
He's a fucker .
opps . He sux !
nvm . dil lan him =x

Yah . minus the (a) , yh , sux !
HAHAHAHAHAHAS !
I donwan becse of gl gia & so dulan liaos .
lata got white hair , ray donwan me :]
lols . jkjk
I'm tired .
& lazy 2 post .
Byee .

2008-03-30T01:30:00.000-07:00

Went out beri long today , so beri late den post :]
Thnks ahs , those tht ask me 2 ignnore him :x
Someone else 'll persuadehim & suceeded liaos .
none of my porb anymre .
I've completely gave up my hope on him ler .
yeaa .
Love shd be beautiful , not painful !
I'll let go .

2008-03-29T06:13:00.000-07:00

Hies .
I'm happy & sad & angry .
I'm emo lerhs !
Went 2 mia musical 2dae .
go there by sch transport , den the performance ;
Not bad (:
At 1st i and yx nu`er and xy jie sit beside one angmaolang and a woman .
wah lao , they fck off lahs !
We talk den the gal say shh , den i say knn , den the boy ask us shardup .
Diam luhh , lyk as if they own e plce !
Den aft tht during the 20mins interval , smth sad happen liaos .
Someone saw someone smoke & he did .
I had enough kaes? f .
Nvm , donwanna mention tis .
Den got one lao ah bei go tke peiyi and wei ming's foto .
lmao !
Den aft tht go suntec walk walk with js , belle , ellina & yuying jie & my new daddie :] ( gan daddie ) ~
Aft tht belle go hme , peiyi go cseway .
Den go to somewhere near my hse 2 eat wit the rest .
Den pei daddie wait fer bus hme , den aft tht , sit at busstop chat chat .
Yuying and ellina go up e lorry liaos .
Den me and js walk hme liaos lorhs .
The end -
&& msg :
I don't cre anymore . Smoke if u wan , but don't ever ever let me know .
Don't prm me things tht u cn't . i hate it ! ok?!
U only makes me think tht i'm useless , i cn't chnge u !
I know u cn't be bothered & tis isn't e way to lyk someone .
I really really hpe u understand my feelings .
Please . It'll only makes our gap longer .
We won't get any closer .
U nt lyk tht in the past derh ! WHY WHY WHY ?!
I wan let u know , i would rather choose someone else than i smoker .
Don't tell me u QUITTED , i won't believe it anymore .
Let me off ! Don't hurt me anymore , PLEASE , will u?
I really really had enough .
This isn't the way to love someone ..

BYE!

2008-03-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

HeyHey !
I'm extremely high in sch todae , but when i reaches hme .
I'm no longer high ler , she sux she sux she sux.
Can someone ask her to shardup . she's nagging donstop lahs .
She don't understand me , she don't trust me!
What kind of mother is tht ? ohmy . sux sux sux !
& know why she sux ?
she says i sms too much , bla bla .. & she anyhow tke ppl fone and den check .
wahliews . tell her i hve my privacy , she ask wad's privacy .
after explanation , she understood and say , u still small , don't nid privacy .
wth . i go check ur fone lahs !
small ur head la hor , + she so tou tou mo mo lorhs .
I did all i could to satisfy u ler .
idiot !
nvm , don't talk bout her liaos .
Overall , she sux , wakakaka!
Lata got ppl cme see my blg , den go tell me mum ...
horh =P
hmm , went fer fliming again , finally my turn liaos .
lols! Eee , not fun der .
taggies reply .
xDD ,
Ame : hmm . now betta liaos =P .
JiaQi : yupp . white specky derhs . sImplegerr---@hotmail.com
YuYing : Jie . lols ! hi hi ><
HuiYi : LOLS! why LOLS ? -.-
Ellina : Got betta lehs , hehh .
JiaMin : lols .. i'm not dark =x

Doneee ~ i go memorise lit thingy liaos .
Zaijian & she suxxx . =x .

2008-03-23T00:00:00.000-07:00

Hellos .
lols . hmm ,
Rayson : Link u liaos , link mi oso kaes? (:
JiaMin : lols . nvr cut cut , hehh , [:
JiaQi : NoNo! Not redcross , lols! xDD
HuiYi : LOLS! G0t scar , i oso won't mind , hehh .
YanXiuu : Yea , nu 'er , lols! gd thinking yea . U aren't timid . hehh . MummyL0vesNuer also . ^^
AmeLia : YoYos . lols! xD
Dexter : HAHAS . thnks lahs , >< 'll tag u derhs . =P
Ellina : Jie ahs . i'm emo . but now betta le lehs . hmm .
Sinbing : lols . xie xie ^^ .

Donee!
OhMy . Today smth happen , lols .
Oonly Jie & aiai know er yi . so can't tell .
xDD . But smtimes , sme parents really sux , a lot .
=P . Went 2 church ytd , guai hor ?
But very late den reach hme lahs . sian .
Quite bored oso . Hehh .
Hmm , currently rushing hmewrk , lols .
How i wish i cn turn bck time , ><
AHH , My stomach siao lerhs .
eee . gotta rush hmewrk liaos .
guai bahs ? xDDDD . buhbai!
& found this video while searching frm some songs .
watch xD

2008-03-20T23:04:00.000-07:00

I'm no longer emo cans? why all say me emo der? wth .
Infact , i am . xD .
Taggies reply :]
> AMELIA JIE . See . jie good . let me cut myself lehs (: , cause donwan me to smoke again >< ..
> HUIYI JIE . I do not because of guy either . Actually is lehs . lols!
> JIA QI . eeee . hw cme u don't rmb me lehs ? lols . frm 1M1 derhs .
> FangYi . O.o . Be like u . -.- / cheerful !

Donee ~xDD

Yoohoo . it's gd friday 2dae seh .
NO SCHOOL (:
Nonid to rush geo and sci hmewrk & i love my new timetable just too much laa.
xDD.
Ohmygosh! i miss wdp .
Went to Ms song bloggie just now & saw those wdp kiddos .
just so damn kute cans?
lols! currently at 6 unity blog lehs .
hmm . deadly blog . lols!
I still choose to deceive myself , it's nightmare which i 've yet to wake up from.
Yesterday . smeone called me & said smth to me .
I'll try not to slit myself ler , kaes?
Don't leave me either . Don't leave the other portion of me alone , cans?
xD
爱要有你才完美！

2008-03-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

101 post ler . yoohoo .
hmm . Don't ask me don't cut myself lehs .
If i don't cut myself , den i go smoke ahs ?
wth .
Today got ppl bully nu`er . ><
I wan say sorry to a lot ppl . & also ..
If u don't like to see me cut myself , dne don't see .
I don't understand lahs . especially to er zi .
PLS ! stopping me frm doing wad i wan to do is mre hurtful cans ?
So please ..
I'm so left out . can someone die wit me ?
Why am i in this world ?!
For wad? there isn't anything worth for me to stay in this world , u know?
Seriously , i'm emo-ing for nothing .
hais .
Let me die . don't stop me .

2008-03-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

YEAH YEAH YEAH !
Finally .
I HATE MYSELF !
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I guess u ppl don't understand .
But .. I HATE MYSELF !
Will commiting sucide help?
Why am i so selfish ?
yucks ! Siyun sux .

2008-03-17T06:55:00.000-07:00

AHHHH !
What shd i do wit my hair?
Jiu ming ahs ~
Ms lee . sux ><
I went to cut myself 2day also .
but didn't suceed lahs . tht junjie er zi stop me .
hmmm . know why i wanna cut myself ?
I heard smth ..
I haf no mood ler .
Sorry . bb .

2008-03-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

Yeahh . she 's alive xD .
Ehh . New skin (: New life (: New song (:
Bored =x .
Any friends interested in bbq pls tell me by today . Tmr is our church bbq ;D . COME & JOIN US . Its just play & eat nia ! 6pm ~ ?
So late ler , doubt anyone will be imforming me also -.- nvm . got ame xD
Yeah ! term 2 timetable 'll be out soon . =P .

Destiny 'll bring us 2gether :]
Relink evryone ler . (:
xD , sry ahs . wasn't in gd mood ytd .
So , only posted 4 sentences .
Erm . went 2 watch sky Of love again (:
Gosh ! It's ultra nice cans?
Cried again . ><
Such a crybaby horh .
Junjie er zi not in singapore ler ! ):
But he say he got smth fer me lehs (:
>.< why am i so high ?
kkaes.
I go audi ler .
I pass for the FADEguild lehs !
Yoohoo. G0 buy A-cash tml . xD ,
chinging audi nme ler . 'll update nehh .
^^ Wan ann .

2008-03-13T06:05:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY !
Ppl . i'm bck to my emo days again .
Thousand of sry also won't help .
i'hve got nth 2 share .
zajian.

2008-03-11T05:41:00.000-07:00

Sky Of Love . -
GOSH ! It ROCKS laa.
AHH ~ I can go siao by the show laa .
OMG . hiro is so damn handsome lahs .
But the ending is ..
Must go watch if u all didn't .

My blog song came frm the show too .
Nice , isn 't it?
But the show was so sad laa .
Hais .
Loving someone is so tough .

Zai Jian !

2008-03-10T06:49:00.000-07:00

HIES !
Ppl , i shall update my blg oftenly .
Hahas . I you belive -.-
Ermm .
I decided to be my oldself again ..
Netball training 's so damn tough =x
But don 't worry , cse , i wanna get into the sch team .
Will work hard der . SiYunn jiayous !
Must jy fer me also lehs .
Yuan Yuan .. XDD [:
Ray Ray .. XDD [:
I'm kinda lame , But i miss him too much .
yeahhs , will be going to sch wit him tml .
mwarks .
I haven 't bom bom yet .
Sadd .
Ermmm . what mre things to share lehs ?
O.o . yupp.
tht day went 2 my bro sch carnival wit ame .
eeuk . so damn funn .
my bro and calvin duet . ' wo ai de ren '
First time here calvin kor sing on stage .
Don't know spell e name correct mah lehs
hahas,but it was really funn .
I 'm shouting lyk mad , cheering fer them (:
hehh. Today went dwn to get my acting script frm dexter .
hahas . i memorise everything ler .
pro nehh .
My name is ‘无晴' , looks like heartless -.-
But i'm not kaes?
hahas .
I wanna get closer & nearer to jesus .
With jesus , everything will be possible .
Right?
Zai Jian ppl !

2008-03-06T04:16:00.000-08:00

Yeah ! i'm bck to post liaos . if not very less ppl tag , maybe post liaos still nobody tag derh .
recently a lot things happen lehs , especially to my fren . hmm .
hais , i hate my life , though i know him .
i hate this ! someone tell me tht i shd die , please.
GOSH ! f lahs . especially my parents .
yucks ! they simply sux lahs .
what do they wan lehs ?
i tried my best to satisfy them liaos ok ?
yucks ! my life sux .
i hate this .
kill me instead of torturing me lahs .

rofl .

2008-03-01T06:56:00.000-08:00

你变得像他一样沉默　
偶尔也像他一样活泼
连笑声也都一样　
我怎么忘　
也忘不过一秒
我想要爱　
却看到他离开的剎那
你将爱情带走　
留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲　
我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装　
心才不隐隐作痛
你说分手后　
你(我)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我)
还在争夺
我懂你不想承诺　
却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活　
无数次的复活　
我只要你爱我

远远看你勇敢在心头　
靠近一点却又太懦弱
不拆穿你的困惑　
爱不了我(你)
至少不要难过
任何结果　
我会点头　
只要你快乐
你将爱情带走　
留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲　
我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装　
心才不隐隐作痛
你说分手后　
我(你)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我)
我(你)还在争夺
我不想给你承诺　
却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活　
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我　
无数次的复活　
我只要你爱我!

GOSH , this song i so damn meaningful (:

2008-02-28T05:35:00.000-08:00

erm. yeah !
I'm in the little mood to post liaos .
but also not very long , lazy ^^
erm. yeah , there's singing competition in sch today lehs .
4 girls sang melody .
nice? lols? ehemm . ok lahs , but a bit offtune .
hais , it 's 9:39 now . someone say he will cme online at 9.
airhole. rofl. it 's alright . wo ren .
yoohoo . it 's all over ^^
diaos . yeah !
i scored 18 / 25 for my 2nd maths test .
and also 8 / 30 for hme economics ._.
and 20 / 25 for lit .
CLAP !

yooh. byeee .(:

2008-02-23T20:41:00.000-08:00

I'm hafing a high fever and sore throat . ):

2008-02-16T22:28:00.000-08:00

hellos.
I;m rather unhappy / confused today.
Smth happen , but i think it's solved .
i wan him =x
why didn't i knoe him b4 her ?
>< at least someone given up bahhs .
omfg. there's swimming test tml ._>.
i don wanna swimm ~ i'm not going too .
& + there's maths marathon . gosh.
i fail fer almost all of my common test .
worst of all . my sci is the lowest in class . 3/25 ._.
aren't i pro ?! *fainted*
My chinese oso deprove lerhh .
i don wanna see the o9 ` batch of sec 1 ones.
i wan ta complete my o lvl on the same yr as him (: pls.
:]] i haf got 43 more maths question to go & geo hmewrk .
stress . but i still haf the time to blg, so do visit often ho.
(: kkaes.
bb

2008-02-14T03:46:00.000-08:00

Happy valentines .
ermm. tis yr valentine a bit special bahhs :]
oo. people having present on their hand .
btw thanks to yy & yk :]
+ yx receive a special present. hahas . * unknown.
knew bout some upper sec things too laas.
wahh! gonna receive sth big tml liaos .
hahas . (:
valentines day ; maths marathon.
omfg. hates =x!
wahh . someone wanted to let some matter reest lehhs.
=x . no way bahhs><
yeahh ! chocolates =x . latte ._.
ermm. yupp. tht 's bout all baa.
L0ved.

Maybe, i'm willing to accp u :]
acceptable =x

2008-02-09T08:28:00.000-08:00

ehemmm.
back ta post liaos (:
haf tht little mood to post ler .
ermm.noppe.
i will reply ur tags at ur blog.
unless u bo blog lahhs.. oo.
AH! my com got virus. wtf!
hais. if got send u any weird things don acc horh.
& tag me more,up my mood^^
kakas. went to megan's hse today den go cwp wit huiyi they all.
den. blah blah blah *lazy*
night!

2008-02-07T07:37:00.000-08:00

haii.
happy new year to all`
it's new yr today , but i'm not happy..
Ooo.
don wanna mention wad exactly happen but it's family matters.
haiis, so many thing happen..

-SY-

2008-02-04T04:06:00.000-08:00

yerk.
HOW!?
I'm strting to dislike someone le lahhs.
shyt! But she is too 'tao ren yan' . not referring to joe we now.
Is a-i-d-s. if u ppl knoe her.
I bet someone read this post will go & tell her de lahh.
Bbbut u think i care?! OMG. she simple sux lass. freak.
& ho. this i also to another person;
I'm NOT going to care bout anything between e 2 of ur.
I HATE IT! it's so fcking irritating las.
HMMP!
STUPIID AIDS. roar!
strike off her name liaos.
ma ma ma. ma di lahs. -.-
goshh!
her ' chu xian ' realii chnges a lot things lahs.
make until amelia & me all sad sad liao lahhs
yuckks. wan to flirt, flirt the correct person lahs.
FLIRT GIA! goshh. malay also gao. my kor also gao.
can't belive it.
go gao ur gonggong lahhs. -.-
yyurkks.
if 'somebody' frm our class happens to rd this..
u wan to go tell her den tell bahhs
i also won't find it strange .

Flirt gia & crapper. GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.
SHOO.
-SY-

2008-02-01T02:34:00.000-08:00

ok guys, i shall focus on my blog now `
GOSH! I'm damn emo right now lahhs. *rolf*
bored to emo derhh.
Gonna fail my sci test liaos. MYGOSH.
0/25 -.- exxagarating.
iszz /25? no idea. nbm..
AHHHHS!
boredness.
I feel very sad lehhs.
lyk. all cry out liaos. cry more not tears le.
is blood. haiyahhs! how lehs?
HMMP! GOD .
wah piang. sch a lot prob ehhs.
tht boo joe we lorhhs. -.-
lucky got daddie's help^^
wakakaka.
opps.i'm sick. sian.
GRR. -study-.
gonna study lerhh. guai bahhs. ((:

BUHBAII

2008-01-30T02:01:00.000-08:00

YOYO(x
HHMM. I realli doo wad to post lehhs. sian.
EE. nowadyas i very emo lehhs haii.
STRESSSSSS~
HAI HAI HAI HAI HAI. Today went to watch movie yeaa, scaryy oo.
wahhh. a lot things happen recently,HAIIS.
Some idiot lyk to crapp. xy knoe who.(:
nmb,shan'tbe badmouthing her.
May GOD bless everyone.

-SY-

2008-01-25T21:15:00.000-08:00

EHH.
HELLO HELLO. -.-OMG
DADDIEEEE~ i post liaoos. stop spamming):
Who's kaili? frm msl too?
minwei; of course i rmb u lahhs.my kor? real kor? fake kor? O.o
Huimin jiejie; opps. forgot to tell u ehhs, psps.
Fiona; will link u asap yaas.
Ermm. i shall post bout ytd bahhs.
We went to bugis with. amelia,js,yh,ai ting,wj,jj.
Buy thinggs. i bought i alot things kekes. not relli considered alot lahhs.
Others buy moree ;[ ehemm. ai ting is my gan ma liaos. hoho. MAMA! -.-
-.- denn no moree, LOL. i spent verii little lor.things there are cheap. yeaa

AHH. sec sch is tiring.
maths test geo test sci test OMGG.
kkaes. time to study liaoos. buhbaii.

2008-01-18T22:39:00.000-08:00

OMGGGG~
YEAHH.. Let's talk bout ytd bahhs.
After sch. went to fuchun pri ; O.o with .... human beings.
Then ; WAHHH. their sch was BIG. our previous wdp. hehheh.
Den went bck to wdp, saw a lot friendds& DADDDDIEEE~ lol.
AAHH..
nothing lerhh. LOL.
LAZYYYYY^^
BYEBYE`

2008-01-16T03:13:00.001-08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO~
I'm so darn tired):
Today got netball training.
TIREDDDDDDD~
WAH today jiansheng so pervertic lahs,keep molesting yuhao and sylvester ..
O.o
Like wad yuhao ask mi to say;
Yuhao is the 'best'!
jiansheng is the si bian tai.
AHHH. TIRED~
1 more. yuhao say i very good. let him copy work((:
buhbai

2008-01-15T04:42:00.000-08:00

YOYOYO.
I shall ignore those ****** hehheh. since they lyk to crap den let them bii(:
as long as i knoe u knoe he knoes tht it is fake , evrything is fine^^
AHH. i gonna go crazy le ((: not bicause of sad. is bicause of happii**_**. not exactly, nbm. i'm lame. hehheh.
It's the beginning , not the ending(;
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU^^
i'm kinda siao. gonna do my hmewrk liaos.
ALOT.
buhbaii

2008-01-14T04:49:00.000-08:00

wah lan. why can't u guys stop gossiping nort? I DON LIKE HIM!! now even zi xuan come and ask me. fuck lah,explain lerh. also nobody understand~ idiotic.especially tht zx. liews. shut ur mouth up lah. fcker. lamer lah. wad. so how's u and yuhao. DEAD! betta go die lah. die the betta, so tht u won't spread nonsense.. enough is enough le lah. u jealous or wad. bai chi- stop being so childish lahs. elder than us, still dono how set example. frm pri sch until now is enough le lorh. my matter , u don nid chup in lah. so kpkp for wad. don understand wad is it so fun to spread lah.. might as well go be reporter, so mani rubbish to say . go write lah, write more betta, one day u go to hell lah..
why can;t u ppl stop everything. i gonna go mad le lah. CRAP CRAP CRAP.
FUCKER CRAPPER GOSSIPER. GET OFF MY SIGHT.

为什么？我不要再管了，你们要讲什么就讲什么，我快疯了！为什么？为什么就一个谣言都可以把我逼疯！
我讨厌你！我讨厌你！我不再喜欢你了！我要你从我世界上消失！

2008-01-12T20:36:00.000-08:00

wah liews. i'm ultra angry today lahs. i hate crappers like joe we. idiot lah. don wanna write a lot. but boo joe we. just get the fact right? before trouble comes to you? and grow up. stop being so childish,wanna cmf if i like yuhao nort also don dare ask, wan ask suhui ask,and hai suhui got scolded by me and jiajun. why always wanna sabo ppl de u?and den here's ur ans. I DON LIKE HIM. why can't u just stop crapping lehhs. in 6 creative also lyk tht.. omg!i don even understand how jiajun can tolerate crappers for so long.
BOO JOE WE. U BETTA STOP CRAPPING kaes? fuck lah.
cbcb,mai act big lah.think u got ppl surpporting ah? lyk i don , jiajun talk , all ur run away liao lorh. lame shit lah. boo joe we, BHB!

2008-01-11T20:50:00.000-08:00

YOyo.
Today went to sch to choose the cca ehh.. why isn't there basketball for gals? sian lahh. i join 1st;badminton. 2nd netball. 3rd;npcc):haiyahs. don care^^ lata will go swimming with our pri sch frens. ((: ytd went to wdp and play basketball with .. i shall anme everything out. amelia,alvin,yuhao,jiangsheng,dekai,wenjie,jiamin,xinru,diana,aitiqah,AHH. forgotten(: ooh. shangyuan(:
lazy lerh. AUDI.
i'm still verii emo derh woo(: famous for emo.. all my pri sch fren knoe,siyun's the emo gal*_*
BYEBYE`

2008-01-11T01:59:00.000-08:00

I'm extremely sad today lehhs.. starting to get emo again. i'm really stunt for words when wenjie told me that thing):i wonder why? i donno why? why does it always end up lyk tht. why isn't there someone for me? i'm really very shock. i wanted to cry lerh. WHY? why is it always me? why did u do tht? WHY WHY WHY? i really don understand. really don't. aft saying all those things. u can still take it tht nth has occured. unless u are playing with me. if not , u knoe. or was it just my illusion AHHH. i can't believe it. why are all this things happening to me? WHY?
曾经有人对我说过一句话：不要告诉我你爱我，时间还很长，谁也无法预知明天。
表面上，可能我很开心，事实上我很难过）：
i don't knoe u, u don't knoe me. it's just a sentence and it's also the truth.

-THE END-

原来爱情是需要一点苦涩
才能找到属于自己的角色
原来爱情是需要一点眼泪
不只是单纯享受幸福的滋味~

2008-01-09T01:54:00.001-08:00

ehhs .. ignore my previous post. not very good to scold her. no matter wad happen to her has nothing to do with me((:

2008-01-08T23:21:00.000-08:00

wahh today i got big topic. i use it in chinese((:
有些人可以为了自己的利益而作出一些令别人很讨厌她！idiot.. she's a flirt gia lahhs. trying to get bois attention. attract boiis... AHH. freak lahh.. hate her lorh. like we are transparent. onli let ppl gossip bout her.. ACTION GAL.
I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER HATE HERRRRRR)):
... the end((:

2008-01-05T01:28:00.000-08:00

WOOOHOOO! hellloooo..
ehemm. hahas. came bck to post lerhh.
but seriously,i'hve got nth to post lahhs:]
nbm nbm nbm:]
hmmm talk bout sec sch bahhs`
my cher`ms lee, hate her lahhs.
got caught for folding in my P.E shirt&my hair.. wah liews.
SO 'suei' i would rather wan ame's cher to be my teacher lahhs~
but i found some new frens too. & some special ones. hehheh.

YAN XIU. she's not actually new to mi lahhs. hahas`but she's great!
AI TING. hehheh,hmm,my 1st fren in my class:]
HIM.hahas.

muahhhahahas,nth liaos~

__________________________________
the second day of sch,one boi from wdp derh lahhs.
once my _____ hehheh. he so act lorhh. liek he's attractive lahhs.
MY FOOT! he's so damn action cans? idiotic~ donno show off so muchhy for wad hack lahhs.. && so emo oso. at least i'm not now. :]
'ee don gossip bout him lerh,do mi no benifit lahs.
[;;
never forget my jies kors & * daddie.
HUIYI JIE
XIAOYU JIE
EVE MEI
ALVIN KOR
DEION KOR
EN HAO KOR
MINGJIE KOR
JIAJUN DADDIE DADDIE;]
lastly amelia ong ! AMELIA AME AME AME!:]]]]]] hehheh.
hehhhe, donno will forget mahhs.
but ame i won't , cause she's my baobeiix!
buhbaiii ..

2008-01-04T06:10:00.000-08:00

HELLLOO; new life,new frens , new environment, new siyun=='
I knoe i gina. i love to crap..:]
EHH,i donwan post lerh la. i wan to audii. another day den post(:

muahhs.

2007-12-28T06:54:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! quite long nbr post le bahhs hahas.hmmm when ice skating yesterday hahas verii fun ...anyway tell ur a bit bahhs cause ame post liaos*-*!we went there with yu song korkor , huimin jiejie , fangyi,lian yi & michelle jiejie .. hahas. den after tht go meet xin huijiejie.. a great thing tht ame ... hahas. askk herr^^~
amelia ahhs.. congrats oo.:]
aiyah i lazy topost lahhs.. muahhhs.

buhbaiiiii:]

2007-12-16T22:52:00.000-08:00

ee look at this and vote for this song..

2007-12-15T05:04:00.000-08:00

YEAH!:]
Back to post lerhhs. hahas.:]psps horh i lazy to update,lazy to post hahas. i choing voodoominis heehee ~ FUN!
Haf the voodoo power lerhs yeppy $5 ~ for 1 year hahas..
Anyway,Huiyi sometimes said it right .. i am sometimes emo.. But there's always a reason derh lorh !! Tht IDIOT scolded me SHUT UP ! i feeel like slapping him now.. must help mi 'chu qi'!!! He's so wad larh .. donno is who keep on pestering me de lorh! Don't let me see him in sch larh. seeing him only makes me puke!!! ARGH!See him horh .. makes me think tht he's pervertic~&&& plays with gals feeling lorh , those ppl shouldn't lives in the world !! nowonder so many gals dislike him , all kana cheated larhhs'&& horh he always act here act there! everything act act act! ACT WAD ACT LA...
NEVER EVER FORGIVE THOSE THINGS THT HE HAD DONE BEFORE..
BETTER GO TO JAIL LARH .. DIE DIE DIE!
nbm nbm.. don talk bout jerk.. waste my time nia..
BASH HIM UP!
okai .. realii stop liaos' reply post time!
:]]]]]]][[[[[[[:
EH !!! so many to reply ahhhs.. .. .. ahh nbm i don reply le lahh.after my last tag derh taggs den i reply heehee^^ i very 'lan duo' BLEAHS.
buhhaii !
God bless you`

2007-12-12T01:14:00.000-08:00

LOVE…

has left many memories to us

different memories from our past

that made us smile and made cry

give us the feeling of being high.

scars of pain and bitterness

and suffering from loneliness

these have kept me from believing

that love doesn’t have a happy ending

my heart had broken into pieces

‘coz of letting go and sacrifices

but these have taught me to be strong

to get over it and move on

i thought you were true when you

said to me “i love you”

But i found out that you’ve found somebody new

and behind those sweet words that you said to me

are all the lies that can’t set me free.

how could i forget a man like this

whom i loved deeper than ocean and seas

throw away our memories that i kept

for here is the truth that i must accept

i wish that it’s still you and me

but it will remain just a fantasy

‘coz love zapped me back to reality

that you’re not truly meant for me..

2007-12-09T19:51:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOO(;
Recently not much events,so nth to post HAHAHA!!!
peijia~I also donno why lehs .. every skin i not satisfied..
huiyi~.. I'M NOT EMO!
jiajun~..<3333333
amelia~am ii? nbm!hahas
rachaelevergreen or marsiling lorh^^
fangyi~betta tag mii sooon horh*_*
xiao yo~Ooo of course i am going larhh(;
junjie~u oso always go out mahh!!
audrey~O.o.but i'm changing heehee!
alvin~Oo K lol((:
yiyuanL0l i knoe hahas..
done lerh larh,i so lazy to post liaos*-*
buhbaiii!

2007-12-03T05:03:00.000-08:00

Hi friends,I have written a poem on How painful is being in love.

Love is just nothing but just a pain,

which makes rest of your life vain.

In the beginning its easy,

and by the end you go crazy.

Being in love is useless,

which makes you feel restless.

love is all about cries,

because it is a mixture of lies.

so friends dont make your eyes swallow,

and then your heart hollow.

I dono why i posted this..

Tags reply!
mingjiesure~will tag u derh^^
ameliaME!?wad u talking?! lol..
fangyihahas yupp =D
wenxuanisn't?!that's my opinion onlii.(((:
peipeimaybii* anyway i hopee i will rmb to tagg u hehehhehe..
xiao yoiszz?i didn't knoe..u will rang me de meh?
huiyiYOyOyo!! ((:
xia0stinyupp,crying for a jerk isn' worth it tooo*_*
pineapplethankss!take cares too(:
panO.o denn i will do it soon..
byebye~

2007-12-02T22:24:00.000-08:00

HELLOOO!I found this story enjoy it((:If u r to put nasty comments or wadeva bout this story denn i think u just keep quite..(:

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through hi s thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will he lp some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending m ost of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight wh en Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :

'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't al lowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

(Let's see Satan stop this one.) Take 60 seconds and repos t this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves 'When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

DONE!XP=)
&& i shan't reply the taggs hehe,wait for more tags first^^ butt don u dare spam

2007-11-30T19:15:00.000-08:00

HeLlooooo ...
Hmm he's back..butt just think that he simply has NOTHING to do with me...^^ that's good! so that i won't be TOOO emo~
Let's talk about ytd,in the morning,went to causeway with ame to eat breakfast,after that,we went to cathay to watch movie with en hao,en di,mingjie,wenxuan&zhi xiang.. wad did we watch!?!?LOL.. fred claus..I was sobbing in the cinema too -.- nvm over lerh/:!heehee & after that ke lao shi bought us to 'swensense'?how to spell.. lol
that's all hahas.
xiao yo:uUu && her gao.. i donwan!
Peiyu:nnp..^^
hmm..:((: soo u r xiao yi oo.u aren't kpo anyway hahas^^
huiyi:*_* tagg LOL
wenxuannvm~butt still good of u for saying gdbye 2 mi hahas
pan:miss uu tooo:))
mingjiel0l taggtaggtagg ....-.-
amelia-LOL maybii bahss uu?
yihuahelllooo lol
done byebye!!
muahhh

2007-11-28T19:53:00.001-08:00

Helllooo ... EEEEEEEE T0dae is thurs tml is fri and fri is the day whereby zi xuan is back LOL~.~Actuallly i also dono if i am sad or happy ehs ... nvm nvm
TAGGS REPLY
mingjie korhahas helloooooo(:

xiao yo jiei choooose lerh hahas lata will post it^^

fangyiGOOD?!are u dreaming ?!?!muahahha:))

peipeiwilll tagg u derh muahhh ^^

amelia jie((: maybii? hahas muah <33 ya always~

huiyi jiewad the~~ nvm i know u wan find someone but not mii *_*

hmm..eeeee hahas.. who are u ?!

done!!
evergreen sec
marsiling sec
woodland ring sec
admiralty sec
woodland sec
my choices! that's all muahh
buhhbaiii!!(:

2007-11-27T03:12:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOO..
Taggie repliy
amelia jie-had been tagging u often lerh ehs(:
peipei-I'm freee hahas(: must i change my song??hee hee`muahh
sinbing-THANKS^^
pineapple-hahas i'm saddd!!take cares toooo[:
karrina-hahas sure lazy gall .. i'm emo mahs !!
wen xuan kor-EEEEE, i ur mei i emo , u my kor , emmo tooo??hehehe,but thank uu.u are always there fer me , i noe(:
huiyi jie-O.o NVM arhs still cann keep in touch!
huimin-sure will relink u sooon~
xiao yo jie-haven't chooose yett.
DONE!
weeeehehehhehehehehhehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehe i'm a insane one~i dono wad to post laarhhhs nth to say 3 days and there will be a warrr!!
hehehhehehe..
buhbaiiiii
MUAHAASS

2007-11-24T21:40:00.000-08:00

HIEE,back to post,change my blogskin lerh hahas don't need ur comment!
Taggs reply:
huyi jie-yupp hard to choose>amelia jie-wad did u do?!i don't knoe..
xiao y0 jie-yupp keep in touch & will relink u soon muahh
hadi-taggg^^thankss ferr ur tagg(:
xinpei-will relink u sooon tooo=p
vanna-yupp i was shock too ..wad boutt u?
pan jie-will relink u too :)
blah-yupp he's my real kor,whyy?who are u anyway?
peipei-hahas will relink uu tooo*__*muahhhh[:
WOW!so many ppl to relink derh !!busy lerh><
nvm nvm ..start with my post bahhs ..
Hmmmmm,sth sadd?
The moment when you left me, my heart shattered to pieces. After a few months, i sorted out everything. i got attached with another guy. but yet again, when you repeatedly said my name the feelings back. the long lost one. i wan you back but i can`t. such impossibilities. you speak to everyone, except me, and when you talk to me once again, how can i not fall for you. stumbled and fall stumbled and fall. i looked at you,you looked at me, how i wish i can be back in your arms.
will i ?!
I hope u won't deny that u still like her,no one can gif up anybody so fast,i believe ... But why didn't u tell me?WHY?I had been thinking of this thing for days and night!I'm wondering.I'm having thoughts and at this moment he came to me.. with my eyes filled with tears i told him my feelings,he comfort me ? Why aren't u the one?People said that i was dumb to choose u,Ya!now i finally realise,i am indeed dumb!But if i were to choose others,am i dumb too?!?!?I hope that u would leave me alone..LEAVE ME ALONE!!don't mention to me bout any happy memories anymore , wadeva u do now will just be wasting ur time ur efforts ..
I won't believe in u anymore.
THAT'S IT!
It's the end):
It simply ended....
BYEBYE~

2007-11-22T17:40:00.000-08:00

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo(:
hahahas.i'm damn freaking happy ytd!!!Guess wad?i gott 205 for my PSLE ^^actually to some not very high larhs but i didn't expect myself to go expresss:)Woooohoooo,but not going to a really gooood sch ~donate me some marks larh wx kor!~if not give your brain???hahahhas kidding nia!congrats to all that acheive good marks<:For those that didn't,don worry , don feel sad , strive hard[:jiayouu~Can't bear to depart with my frens,especially my kor,mei and jie..i miss them ~
Taggs replyy:

peijia-i gott tagg u lorh (:congrats ferr ur results too ^^
huiyi jie-hahas thank uu^^
shang yuan-<:hahahas tagg will link u when i hve the timee*__*
amelia jie-thank youu~u made me acheive good results=.=
kius-thanks a lot i scored well hahas btw i still dono who u r !?
xiao yo jie-:)xie xie ni!muahh lruvve u tooo ~still can't bear to leave u lehs !)):
wenxuan kor-i wannn markkkkkkksssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arghhh !
mingjie kor-helloo?wakakka
xuan ying jie-they called u emo because u are too emo?LOL.am i mad^^?
rachael-205.. uu?uU?U?uu?LOL..CHEEER UPP^^
doneeee!
So that's all ~
buhbaii go play voodoominis liao muahhs love all of uu !

2007-11-20T01:09:00.000-08:00

Tagggs reply
rechael-hahas damn funn derh lo ^^
mingjie kor-hii?
xuan ying jie-hahahs good luck to u too !!will gif u a nice tagg sooon((:
xiaoyu jie-hahas hii <333 uuuuu^^
minwei-hahs will link u asap muahh!
huiyi jie-derh.-.-!
huimin jiejie-hahas,hahas that thing is slightly going to be over soon lerh bah,xin hui jiejie also told me this hahas~will tagg ur blog too <333buhbai^^
HAhas!
Anyway my vodoominis game i lvl up very fast nehs muahaha!waoh waoh worried sia getting results soooon!will i be able to it 200?wakaka maybe hahas!anyway go sch can see all my dar lerh ^^but toooo badd someone's not thereee= =' i don't really care><
actually i was kinda wanting to change blogskin larhs den after that can't find the one that i wan muahaha!but horh i will continue finding hehe!i change my songs tooo lehs !! hope u guys likee itt*__*
jiayouuss&good luck to every kind soul wakakka!
buhbai!!<333

2007-11-19T05:27:00.000-08:00

Sorrry guys forr stop posting for quite sometimes as i had been sad with a shocking news..anyway dropp this sad thing,u guys will knoe wad happen when u read up my blog bah,hmm fine since there's nth much forr me to post i shall tell u guys wad happen.
there's some rumours saying that hai ask me personally if u wan to noe bah^^but it's about that freaking 'love'and i'm the victim and he's a liar=='hai hai hai nvm nvm..
ehs ehs i'm so worry lerh ehs,going ta get results too!!!wish all gett good resuls kaes?
taggs reply:
rachael-relinnkk u lerh muahss thanks for ur tagg
pineapple kor-hahahas miss me arhs?me tooo haha=='
sinbing-link u lerh and didn't space out ur namee too*__*
karrina-hahas post lerh hehe!muahh
amelia jie-hahas tagg u lerh^^<333
huiyi jie-hahas tag tag! i love red lehs bleahs><
en hao kor-hihi tagtag hahahas!
wen xuan-hahaha thanks((:below uu?
mingjie kor-((:hii tag hahas will tagg u derh^^
sheena-it's the last year lerh ehs no quarrel kaes?muahhh!good results toooo^^
peipei-hahas i'm damn free derh^^weehehe,i think change blogskins very funn wakaka
babyfish jie-hiie hiee haaaa-.-!
hehe did i miss anyone?wakaka!
sometimes i find myself a bit 'suei'><
thiss is the 1st time i'm truely hurt by a boy and he's also the first boy that i truely love , because i love him sooo much i'm hurt by him too...i hope that i can reason out with him everything and noe the truth soon ehs!who shd i believe?seriously i need an real true ans!why did u hve to lie to me lehs?
actually if u let me knoe u like her i wouldn't mind because like wad u say u had gave up her,time to cherish me,but did u?why keep it from me?when i knoe this i told myself that i won't believe in u again ..u regretted loving me?did u?i did..freak freak freak!!!
why are u not in singapore?!
alamak when will i ever knoe the truth lehs,but no matter how u explain , i don't give a damn wakakaka!i'm bad and i noe~
nth much lerh ^^buhbai ..good night!
don't bother bout the jerk~

2007-11-15T03:26:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOO):I'm back to post lerh!Anyway,It's left with 15 days , i've got to make up my mind,actually i already knoe wad to do but after de kai and alvin told me that thing i was like "WAD?"I don't really believe i ask wen xuan kor deion kor for their comments and i actually decided to go seperate ways lerh..hmmm there's always a reason the group that i always been hanging out with there's 3 that like me excluding zi xuan and now i stead with him the others will be hurt right?so i think i would actually rather let myself be hurt den letting more getting hurt!I'm feeling so..i couldn't make a choice!Now i made one,i dono if it is right?I'm worried that de kai and alvin may be lying but they are not that kind de i trust them just like wad kor says are they too despo ...ehemm?okay bah don say more lerh bahs hai i donwan to feel more sad lerh bahs...
buhbai

2007-11-12T04:37:00.000-08:00

Tagggs reply time!
FANGYI-lOl anyway stillll bo credits =='
MINGJIE KOR-hihi tagg u lerh !((:
HUIYI JIE-hahas !!!can't recognise meee!
KARRINA-MUAHAHA!willl gif u a tagg soon ..ahhas don't bii to upsettt kaes..don't learn from me ahs ahhas
XIAO YU JIE-haha thanksss willll tag u soon de muahhhs
PEIPEI-haha tagtag
over haha..
有时候我觉得人好奇怪哦，当他对我不好的时候，我生气！当他对我好的时候，我就依赖他！而当他离开时我才发现我需要他，会不会太迟？所以每对情人都得知道这件事哦：要试这体谅对方哦，这样恋情才会常常久久，牢牢记住！老实说我仿佛失去了一个可以依靠的人了！我爱你，你在哪？我要你回到我身边！我希望头脑忘了一切难过的事情！你还在吗？我好想快点睡着然后在梦里遇见你！！！
forgett it that's all lerh bah .
baibai!!
muahsss

2007-11-11T03:36:00.000-08:00

Hellooooo((:
I'M happy lerh !!!It's fake anyway-.-WAH!tooo many taggs for me to reply lerh , so i reply in post bah:
Alvin kor-MUAHAHAHA I'm not sad!!I'm extremely sad=.=
Huiyi jie-Ooo,is itt too late to noe it now?)):
Karrina-HIhi hahas he's not a baddy he's good,u think so too ,don't u?
En hao korkor-Hahas i'm good^^if u believe .. wad bout u?
Xiao yo jie-hahas tooo badd i'm faster!That's my skin!We will always be bestti
Vanna-so sorrry!thanks for ur tagg aniway wad's ur url?
Peijia-If i noe how to change i will-.-!
Amelia jie-HELLOOOOOOOOO^^
Fangyi-hahas u've got no credits!
OVER!
finally did i miss anyone?If i did tell me den*
OK!Actually i've got nth much to write lehs..
hmmm i will try not to be so emo!
But ame says i change after zi xuan leaves ya!i've change to hope that zi xuan will cherish me!dono will he mah hais..><
BAIBAI!lurveee all of your!((:
Think i will say baibai so soon mehs?i'm mad
You guys knoe something?i'm mad!hais i dono why seems like i really miss him too much lerh i had been thinking bout him whenever i'm bored larh!Just a few days he didn't come online and i'm worried , mad,crazy!But does he even bothered?when he has the chance to talk to me ,he don't cherish!QIU ZI XUAN!i don't want myself to start to lose feelings don't hurt me anymore it's enough!AHHHH!wad should i do ???can someone tell me?i donwan to go mad bout you!!!GRRR..why is it me which fall in love for you ??why is it you that fall in love for me?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?why can't i control??
forget it i'm nolonger important?give me an answer..

2007-11-09T00:24:00.000-08:00

Helloooo i'm back to post not realii good nowadays,probably because i'm missing someone bahz don't think that person miss mii... ...hais i'm damn unlucky!Hope that i will gett over it soon but seems like it's impossible larh nvm nvm smile((:that's just a fake one -.-Actually i hoping that a'miracle'will happen,i hope that zi xuan can come back earlier by somedays!I realllii realli do and also hope that he could be able to choose the school himself ^^I'm just thinking tooo much ~BLA BLAH BLA~
I'm jealous...
我真的很不服，为什么我和别人不一样？有没有人能告诉我呢？我一直告诉自己不要再想你了，但，我还是再想你．可是你有吗？我真的不知道！如果我们真的是注定没缘份，那为何还相遇？竟然碰面了，是不是应该让＇缘份＇这两个字保留着？
It's a deep hurt...
＜有些事情一旦错过就来不及了，所以要在还没失去之前好好珍惜哦！也有一些时将会是永远的伤痕！〉
^Must remember clearly^
BUHBAI):

2007-11-07T00:26:00.000-08:00

Hii paisei sometimes nvr post hahas -.- okay let us start with some sad things bahs todae zi xuan leaave singapore lerh,23 more days he will come back!not only zi xuan hahas en hao oso,furthermore they leave in on the same time same date,dono same terminal mah haha!i still can laugh hehe nvm don bii so emotional is good mah agree?
but i stilll cry in class com lab )):when i reach back home i cry too -.- i'm a crybaby i noe hehe!but horh don say i'm sad that zi xuan leave larh i'm still quite normal,be myslef,must change for betta hehe.don't rely on zi xuan too much is good or else i will be more sad derh));think positive bah there're still frens to accompany me mah(:some were even more than frens hahas don think yy horhs!i'm lame nvm!Tell ur something funny hahas!while typing this thingy i online mah den got 1 person send mii testti for friendster derh den the nick was'xuan'i thought it was zi xuan i immediately went to read it and i open it i realise it was xuan ying -.-happy for nothing ehs i relly thhink too much le la like that will go crazy derh lehs help meee!!!
over!
hahas so now let us go to some 'joke'hehe.todae in mother tongue class guan quan scold teacher u'suck'den mdm khwa say u stand haha!den guan quan say the suck is suck milk that suck lol den teck jin kept on saying suck suck suck..i'm too vulgar i oso keep on saying hahas!today we borrow the fake bitter from eugene,den go around scare people but horh i went to scare karrina and lay ting they shout like mad,not that they was frightened!i am -.- diao larhs zhi xiang also !he's not a boii i noe hahas everyone does noe hehe thats it buhbai and take cares((:
willl miss u and hope to see u soon !

2007-11-04T05:28:00.000-08:00

子轩，认识你后我的生活改变了！当然不一定是变坏了，有好有坏阿，但认识你后啊，我哭了好多次哦！随着你的离去，我可能会连续不断的流眼泪！）：真的很舍不得你，但却无法阻止你离开，希望那三个星期你不会忘记我！回来后再好好珍惜我也不迟啊。我不会忘记和你在一起快乐的日子！还剩三天，我很担心耶！万一你喜欢上别人？或者我喜欢上别人？怎么办？还是别想太多吧！
Nothing much to say lerh!
再见！

2007-11-02T23:38:00.000-07:00

Hi,
Backk to post lerhs!
hahas let's talk bout happy things
Ytd went to east coast wit those frens that i usually hang out with , those determine and some unnity ones and ms esther kekes!hmmm can't reallii say that it was extremely fun hahaas tired too ^^aniway we cycled,i don realli noe how but i tried to learnt hahas at first huiyi and mii together cycle jian sheng and ms esther den the rest keep on changing las.hahas i was shouting all the way cycling hahaas!(:but after that i cycle my own las i donno how HELP MII!but i still learn sometin instaed i alreadii know how to cycle lerhs!The tone of sms and calls keep on ringing LOL..!other than cycling we also played with the water climb up the 'stone'which made our pants and legs wett hahas!nearly fall!
den we went to eat steamboat lo,i didn't eat a lot las hahas i'm getting busy with my fones and i go walk in the sand at night talking with zi xuan...i'm tired lerhs!den nvr talk to him liaos!no saliva lerhs kekes!hmmm and fell asleep on the bus hahas!but was awaken by all the sound made by huiyi deion jian sheng they alll ..hehe(:
happy thiings past sad!
4 more days count down 4 more days my house will flood with my tearss..zi xuan willl bii leaving le lo!hais..but hope that i will think in the positive..time will passes fast bahs!(:kekes!tml will bii 3 days aft tml will bii 2 and tuesday 1 and wed is the time to say good bye and cry):i realii do misss him alot! sob sob ))):hope dat we will still go into the same sec sch bahs!we must!
Hahas i will oso miss all of u !realliiii do misss ur ehs.there's lot of songs that will actually represents my feelings,situation without himm!
imagine me without him los)):
it will rain in the coming three weeks after 7th of november!
jiayous!

2007-10-27T00:46:00.000-07:00

Hhii,hmm quite sometimes since i last posted kekes..I've found out something:[i'm loosing someone le]not because he is leaving singapore..before he leave singapore he had already lost mii!I had always keep it in my heart , myself but i told someone bout it he agreed!At first , i'm worried that i will lose himm now i'm not because i had lose himm le,hais.Maybii it was mii whom think too much but i don't think it is.
失去它是很痛苦，但容忍他更痛苦！我一直没有告诉他因为我知道她也在容忍我，但若我们俩因为爱对方而那么难过，把心事憋在心里，不是更痛苦吗？我不知道他是否跟我一样但是在我写这些心里话在博克上面的时候，我相信我做对了选择了吧。这次我给他做选择吧！
心彻底碎了，他说他还爱我，但当我不在时，他把我给忘了，记得其他的女生，仍然快乐。我也想快乐啊！！！喜欢我是假的！我也很想乐观啊！你以为我喜欢哭吗？

Why didn't it rain todae?
It's over?
Bye

hello(:

2007-10-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

Hii,Wahh Today play basketball very fun(:Not realli fun larhs hahas..zi xuan nvr go..diaos^^=.=Oooo,hope that tml willll bii fun tooo(:hahas..but think it won't be fun..hehe,cause zx nvr go mah LOL..aniway i improve a lot in basketball lehs hahas.i'm too proud of myself i know hehe..that's all bb

2007-10-18T05:12:00.000-07:00

像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见
整个宇宙都
流眼泪

This song represents my feelings..wei xiao pasta this show also..same as mii ..don't mind watching it all over again..once it is lost , it will nvr be found again..
siyun-sy is lost
lost in the world of love
not that there's no one she can choose
it is that she donno who to choose
not really dono who to choose
is that will she make the wrong choice?
thanks for everything ..(:
thanks gor ur comment...
siyun will jiayou
jiayou to know wad her ans is..
bb~

2007-10-17T05:06:00.000-07:00

记得当初下雨天时，你扶这我过马路，在拥挤的巴士车上，你牵着我的手。在我难过的时候，你总是在身旁安慰我。我很开心你所为我做的一切，也被你感动了。但，但是很抱歉的是，我无法陪你一起走完这省下的一个月。对不起！跟你分手又符合，结果到最后还是分开了。最惨的是没原因而分开了，我们之间的爱情停了。在一霎那之间停了，在你挂我电话的那一刻，我们完了，没了。起先我是真的在开玩笑，但你挂我电话时，我哭了，雨下个不停，因为老天爷在惩罚我，也在暗示我。没想到你竟然挂我的电话，一切的一切都结束了。原本的我带着愉快的心情打电话给你，谁知道。。。。我真的有错吗？当初喜欢你有错吗？我搞不懂耶？一天又一天的过去，我们和好了又分开，咳。算了，温思韵！要勇敢地坚持下去！不要再想太多了，雨一旦停了，天就会亮，到了那个时候，你想要的答案自然会出现。加油！记得有一部戏里，有一个女生常说的一句话：只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了。
笑（：谢谢你，对不起，子轩

2007-10-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hee hee,i'm back to post:very sad worhs , break and patch break and patch,AHHHH,telll u all the lastest news lata .. keep on changing...HAHAS THATS IT bb. i mean lastest news bout mii and himm if u all know hahas

2007-10-09T00:47:00.000-07:00

I really give up le ...wo zhen de fang qi le...the end le..no more le...
how lehs?! why i type this how do i feel now i dono .. i don't wnt this to end but i shd end le .. maybii bah even if it don't it is only 1 more month ..maybii less than 1 month ba ..=( realli .. .. ..i choose to walk the different way u got there .. i choose not to folo then i will not regret seriously...

siyun gave up le..

don't want to bii sad le

2007-10-04T21:53:00.000-07:00

Hiee,hee i'm bak to post !hmmm talk bout exams first bahs:eee ferr english hmmm can say ok ok lorhs den maths lehs FAINT LE ... ... veri difficult lahs hais anyway i'm perpared to fail (x=) hahahs oki la chinese lehs very very easy ,heee i can slp for like 1 hour? LOL.okay don talk bout this liaos STRESS!?
1 month leeft ,hmmm after 1 month then say bb liaos waoh that day i will cry like mad ! i lov my frens my sch most importantly those memories will always bii unforggetable de loo =)and hor those love relationship i had with himm=) dono how to forget ! he's going back to china liaos maybii after psle then will not come to sch loh how to survive ? i also donno hees ~nvmind cherish everything wit him now bahs ..O.o
hmmm..somehow somewhat i went to someones friendster , she says sth like there's a bitch infront of herr..?! think is mii lehs but she says she don like himm de lehs LOL if realii is mii then she really verii weird lo she give up himm de lass cannot say is mii worhs~
anyway good luck for everyone's exmas oh .. another 2 more exams for mii to go hias BORED , ur 1 more i 2 more heees okie le la nothing to say liao LOL must win shawn hee! jia you worhs siyun!

bb~

2007-09-30T20:49:00.000-07:00

我的心忽然又活了
总在见到你的那一刻
原来我也有过这样的悸动
只是在习惯自我保护后
忘了...
想聊的故事太长了
反而就都沉默的笑着
金色阳光洒在你双手上头
看起来好暖让我想紧紧握着
这是我们的纪念日
纪念我们开始对自己诚实
愿意为深爱的人
放弃骄傲
说少了你生活淡的没有味道
这是美丽的纪念日
纪念我们能重新认识一次
有些事要流过泪才看的到
不求完美爱的更远
要过的更好
我用寂寞来惩罚我
看着你走过
要什么当时不说
此刻能有你倾听我
轻轻的转着
那是种甘甜以后
让人想哭的快乐

zi xuan , i would rather want myself to bii alone then letting u to bii sad, i hope this is the correct choice..

2007-09-30T20:37:00.000-07:00

hiie,
sth to say: zi xuan,幸亏我来看你的friendster，不然我真不知道别人是怎么想的！原来那么多人不赞同我们俩在一起。虽然我很害怕你会离开我，但是，可能你真地做错了决定吧。咳，可能，放下是对彼此最好的决定吧。我们一起走过的许许多多，应该有个了断了吧。或许对彼此都有好处呢？不管你作出什么决定，请你告诉我，好吗？希望你作出的是正确的决定哦。
不管怎样，这一切不是子轩的错，不要把一切的责任都推到他的身上。爱情本来就是自私的。况且，我也有错，我不应该活在这个世界上，是我是我是我！
that's wad i post hahas cry again le la... 5 mins or 10 mins zi xuan hahas i cry lee..crybabi~i'm a bad girl...

子轩，这一次我不阻止你了，喜欢一个人，看到他快乐，不就满足了。

2007-09-29T05:01:00.000-07:00

Hiee
Waoh , i'm like extremely happy:)hee~ some of ur know why las anyway i also don really know wad to post no time hees, psle coming mahs must study hard ok la :) can't online very long ..hmm good luck everyone..most probably after psle then i can onlie hees nine of october ...come faster hees bb~

2007-09-21T01:26:00.000-07:00

Hiee
I'm back to post , mostly wad i am goin to talk bout is bout bk , hmmm,he's someone which dono how to express the lov lars,but i think i had given up anyway 我们分手了,when we break up that time obviously i cry and alot people know lol all thanks to some1><
是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
呜...耶....
是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
....呜...哦...
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
ho ...哦...
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
you know why i am putting this , it is ferrr huiyi to seee.. i'm goin crazy, huiyi ah hope that u can sing until satisfied at ur house with my efforts hahas ..wah todae got ppl got beat so sad anyway zixuan so brave LOL.

bb~

2007-09-13T22:07:00.000-07:00

hiee!
Thanks god! fate had shown mii wad is my choice,i lov u always.But it will stop one day in this year.Because,u are goin to bukit panjang high,i'm not..i can't bear to leave u, but i must,because there's no choice,i'm crying , let us just cherish the time now,forget everything.
That's to boon kiat dar,this to another person:Don make mii feel tat i owe u sth,i didn't we did not owe anyone ok?!Love can't be force,but rmb mii as i rmb u,i did,did,did,lov u be4,rmb.
Next,to another person:hmm,though i actually accepted , but i'm stress ,don look mii ahhh LOL.. kidding,i didn't owe u too ..><,
i want to hug u
i feel warm
i lov u
i always rmb u
don leave mii..=)
lovvinng uuu .muahs

2007-09-10T01:25:00.000-07:00

Harloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooos,
I'm heeree to post liaos , todae i cried LOL..im my mother tongue class.Some of u know the reason why larhs!!!><... den mdm khwa asked why i cry i say got a boii bully mii which is actually joking she thought real den guess all the boii name,den teck jin kpo go say : is it bkbkbk?! i slightily nodded my head.. den cher say : bk u come out.. den he dunno wad had happen hahas.. but just cherish the time larhs and it might be over soon i dunno . and i hope no.

2007-09-07T03:48:00.000-07:00

Posting again...
Hiee,
STOP SHOOTING BULLETS INTO MY HEART!DO U KNOW HOW MUCH I LOV U YET U DOESN'T EVEN CARE BOUT IT!WAD'S LOV DO U KNOW?!
I hate u , i lov u , i care bout u,i answer every of ur question,i'm not poor neither are u!!!GRR,can't u jus care more bout our relationship,I DUN WAN TO LOSE U!!DON'T LET EVERYTHING START FROM ZERO0...i really lov u!!!i'm not losing u...WHEN U DID NOT ANS MII , I'M SAD, I CRIED,I'M JEALOUS .....why did u ans others instead of mii , i'm ur stead!!!STOP LYING TO EACH OTHER!if u had lov someone else then go ahead,no point loving someone if u dun lov her/him.....it will onli make her/him sad... their choices for mii but i had given up................................................................."boom"IT'S OVER....

SIYUN:)
SIYUN:(
IT'S OVER FOR MII
IS IT?
I LOST BURGER KING?
I HAVE PINEAPPLE !
I HAVE HAHA!
WHO DO I HAVE?
WHO DO I WANT?
DO I LOV U?
DO I HATE U?
AM I FORCED?
I BELIEVED.
I LOVE.
I CARE.
I BOTHER.
I WANT TO.
If u dun lov mii , i will slap u,if u lov mi , i will lov u,if u lie to mii,i hate u, and u are not goin to be alive,that's all...u are not goin to be alive,neither am i !? am i correct!!!!???right?

2007-09-05T23:54:00.000-07:00

HII:(
SOMETHING THAT I WANTED TO SAY...
I think he don't like mii anymore,is it ture?i didn't know , but i think ...I LOV U ?!I didn't know!!!Maybe u like mi but do u care bout mii,i felt so sad!When karrina say tat why ur 3 years relationship jus ended up like that, u are a malaysian, but that doesn't means we can't be 2gether,maybe i shd let u know the truth..我可能爱上了别人！i dunwan...我不想在经历多一次的伤害，我不要啊。可怜的我。为什么！为什么你就不能对我付出多一点呢？我难过，你满意了事吗？你开心了？啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！我真的好爱你！..i'm envious,angry,sad,我好不甘心！！！！！！！！我爱你，也不爱你！因为我恨你。恨就是爱。爱与恨，爱与恨，爱与恨！

2007-09-02T07:13:00.000-07:00

Hie..
Actually, sometimes huiyi i also about the same as u derhs..hmm.. nevermind..hees~
平常心
街道静的刺耳，夜被路灯染色
趁感伤醒来前，先上车不会不舍
承认我是弱者，不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得不想再拉扯。
我寻找的平静，是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心，不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静，是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景，我选择忘记。
我不懂得取舍，才让心痛堆着，
找得到前些年的快乐，只是偶尔
回忆是个诱饵，是来叫我回去的，
要伤能愈合，我非走不可。
我寻找的平静，是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心，不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静，是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景我选择忘记。

2007-09-01T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hiee
i lov u , u lov mii, we are happy family!!! hahas.. i'm lame..
Todae went to ice skate hmm fun bahs though i fall 13 times luckily got some1 hold mii hehes..anyway got fun and not fun lorhs , anyway take it as a past!... but it will nvr be a ending..
可能你认为能靠近我是一种幸福，但那永远也不是，虽然那一刻我牵着你的手，你或许很开心，不过那是应为我要跌到！哈哈！不好笑。。。下一次如果有机会，那肯定不是你了！哈哈！也不是他！希望我能勇敢地去面对任何有可能发生的事情，因为有你在，我学会了自己承担一切，不依赖别人。但是依赖你，不会是永远的哦.....
在天涯海角，我都想念你，永不厌倦，喜欢靠在你，抱着你，对着你，说声：“我爱你！“

YOU KNOW WHO U ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOV U

MUAHS

2007-08-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

tagboard:
SIYUN: can dun quarrel liao?not trying to defending anyone wor..
AME:yea.. can dun go so kua zhang ..no defending anybody too..
HUIYI:is she start first de lorhs..
AME:hmmmm dunno siyun u think?
SIYUN: hmmmm no idea LOL.. think so bahs dunno leh hahas../ perhaps it is not funny=(
HUIYI: 100% is she tell de lorh...
AME : aiyooooooo .. kaes
SIYUN: i'm out ... anyway i lov all of uuuu.. MUAHS
AME: me toooo MUAHS ..

I'M LAME .. BORED.. AND struggled in ..hais..
never mind..

THANKS thanks fer caring for me THANKS thanks for looking fer mii THANKS thanks to let me know that u still like me ....not u but HIM^^..

i lov all of u... especially u...
SIYUN^^ MUAHS

2007-08-21T05:34:00.000-07:00

hHii..
I'm back to post hahas.. today got the basketball competition during recess, took part, being force larhs >< pineapple...never mind 3 points ball didn't even throw , throw liao also air ball hahas ... 2 points ball , got in after 3 tries hahas I'm force!......
The listening compre lehs aiyoo actually chinese counted easy english ok larhs but no confidence heees..~ amyway good luck !?!? ..
At night .. hmm.. smsing bahs karrina her sis , mum , xiao yi come my house ! u know why? wilson and fukuan coming to practise dance or something hahas ok larhs ..

2007-08-17T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,
I'm superduper high ! i go watch bu neng shuo de mimi , then cry 5 times jiajun 3 amelia 2 LOL...so sad mus go watch if u haven't
相爱却不能在一起！可怜！I LOVE U SOOO MUCH <3333333333333333333333333...

2007-08-13T02:52:00.000-07:00

Hiii i'm back to post ! KEKES alot things to tell ohhs
FIRSTLY, i had not been eating medcine and hand gone a bit crazy le .. hahas but actually never mind de larhs and hor MATI LIAOS , lately i had become more lame and a bit les OMG canot cannot kekes but more happy lorhs ! maybe a bit sot sot that's why like that lorhs anyway good luck fer today compo though it is over =.= GOOD LUCK me mati again , my chinese teacher say cannot write 命题作文but i wrote hahas if cannot write then give us the question for 命题作文ferr wad lehs ? RIGHT ? SENSE?but anyway i did larhs 那一次，我哭了 ..LOL.. i thought i wouldn't get high marks and will 离题 paiseh paiesh dunno correct mahs , but I DIDN'T KEKES i asked my korkor , he say can write like that anyway i wrote something about singing larhs and didn't know why , thought of that and wrote that lorhs , BTW , anyone wrote命题作文 tooo? I' ALONE .. onli me lehs my class onli me wrote that lehs OMG larhs and zixuan larhs he said he wrote that too hahas. english leh nothing to say lorhs !!! !!!
SECONDLY, threres nothing i love all my kor and jie hahas i'm a lamer and i also love him larhs.. HAHAS .... and my dar dar O.o hurry to change my template and watch campus superstar WOO~

*_____________________________________*i love you ! I LOVE YOU ! thanks fer calling me thanks ferr talking to me .. i will never 4get u ... u believe in me u love me u care ferr me .. i know u do cause i do ! hahas

i love u ... *---------* i really do !

MUAHS MUAHS MUAHS -)

2007-08-10T07:47:00.000-07:00

what i'm goin to type is to say to one ahyi which is my mum fren which always folo my mum and TOTALLY CHANGES MY LIFE:
why must i be like u , i hate ur life! OK! u sux u know , u think the way u treat others is very good MY FOOT! u simply can't understand us , stop making my family change because of u !!! i dun care what u told my mum.. but please leave her alone ! u think u are helping her?NO! even if u are , u are not helping me please.. stop making out live changes can?the way u looked at ur daughter when u are angry is with hatred do u know?how would ur daughter feel please! sometimes my parents quarrel also because of uuu please u are a jinx to me ! i beg u .. leave me alone ..!!! why can't u just take good care of u family and stop harrasing me? or perhaps my family?i dunwan to end up like ur daughter one day , can't watch tv, can't talk to frens on the phone can't go out with frens can't listen to song that lin jun jie ta men sing ! WHAT KIND OF LIFE!not all christian must be like that ok?my family changes a lot me too okokok? u sux larhs ..although sometime u are good ,and u think u are not in the falt every time , not true ok?i wanted to go out with my frens actually can but after wadever rubbish u told my mum , my mum dun allow please ........ my mum wasn't like that but since u came u made my mum believe in christian never mind why did u make my mum be like u WHY?i'm sad i'm desperated!For the 3 years i know u , i onli know one thing : u made my lifes changes MY WHOLE FAMILY u are satisfied !dumbo ..i am just telling wad i feel ! one of the day i will surely go mad if this still happen .... and in the 3 years u are not in the fault , everything is out fault , ur daughter fault! OMG!help me please! ...my mum had actually become a bit superstition to believe so much in GOD ! i do believe but not like how u guys do? believe until cannot watch tv , cannot listen to song except ferr christian song , can't talk to boys even in msn!stop interferring my life! u teaches us good and bad thing u teaches my mum to be superstition ...I HATE THIS LIFE , but i'm always very glad that my papa is better he's not superstition , and i think he might go crazy tooooooooo .. me toooooo...!!! my bro wun i think ! as he is 开朗 but i'm not ! i'm 悲观 oke?

2007-08-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

Hi Hi :
i'm back ! kekes new tesst http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/860782 thats all nth much kena scolded by that dumbo! jiajun u shd know!><

2007-08-09T03:34:00.000-07:00

I'm back to post LOL!
woodlands primary celebration
Yesterday, had a celebration of national day ... ... i performed chinese dance, feel like quitting but CAN'T sob never mind the coming sta is the last practise HOORAY.. the make up was like OMG larhs den the hair the clothes the dance ..eeekss..especially the clothes was like swimming costumes?LOL..the dance ... MESSY, not nice to watch !!!!!!
phs carnival
Yesterday about 7 plus plus , i went to my brother school for carnival..Hmm got preformance in the hall of css 1 and 2 finalists and other performance but mostly for wad i saw was css 1 and 2 finalists perdormance, my korkor fans "peiyu"booked some place in the 1st row fer us LOL
jiajun javin fukuan my bro elaine jiaqi agnes guohao and zijie performed yesterday .. wah piang eh.. got ppl throw light sticks at them(refering to some of them onli)maybe their performance wasn't nice but ferr me , i was quite nice larhs.. my brother duet with zijie and he sing jin wu men himself OMG larhs ..!!..!!..!!after that is css 1 yiyuan khim samuel kenneth and the twins performed for me i thinked their perrformance is better LOL..they sang reach out for the sky too!!! after all his yiyuan welcome junjie to duet "sha shou"lin jj new song OMG they did beatbox and it was nice larhs!!! i'm happy to have a brother call junjie KEKEXX..!!!
DO MY TESTS
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MUST DO!!!! thats alll...I LOVE YOU

2007-08-06T02:55:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
First of all , i want to make it very very clear! there is NOTHING between me and jiajun!
Secondly, i never stead with him , he never stead with me, i never yi jiao ta liang chuan! i will onli liike ONE person, and clever one will know who lars..
Thirdly, cammie or sheena or whoever person, JIAJUN never liked me !I NEVER liked jaijun kaes?
OVERALL, i and jiajun is...good sister and kors... ... thats all.. i onli liked one person ok!!!

TO U!
*_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _* <>

I LOVE U!!! !!! !!! ......glad THAT u LOVE me TOO...

i dun bother wad other says..

i onli believe in u/...

THATS ALL...nothing no misunderstood..jiajun and i sis &kor
he and i then is stead kaes?

2007-07-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

Guys....
Today go changi airport , just to eat dinner....LOL..with amelia fangyi lian yi all other church ppl..very fun..yi wei and jie en play until very high..11 plus plus then reach hme..
On the way we was singing happily except amelia cause is christian song so she dunno..HAHA it was fun lars..but very tired kekex..
In school , nothing much during recess the shuttle cock(dunno how spell)drop on top the leaves or dunno what ..den jiajun thought that i like eugene..and blah blah wad dui bu qi boon kiat..

I NEVER! ><....><....><

GOOD NIGHT..ZzZzZZzZzzzzZZzZ

2007-07-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

hello guys....

i very sad sad sad... my kor got out liao lor..hias..anyway thanks to those that vote.. thank u so much..

SCHOOL..

finally patch up liao lo..I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH HAHA...kekexx..BK..
hmmmm....karrina! your hair very cute nehx..=)) HaHA..
rmb to go official website css..okok..hmm..gd luk to my kore and everyone...

HAPPY birthday to kor jie..
though some is over..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

siyun siyun..

2007-06-29T06:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO! guys ...it was a long time since i tagged wor~
anyway i was visting this website http://u.mediacorptv.com/css2/ haha..i find it "intresting"
obviously , it is about CSS ...especially the videos LOL...really very funny lo..
JUN JIE,he got in and will be performing the next next monday he will be singing hong jun yang's "nan dao" kekex..anyway when he got in i was shockO.o alot ppl scold him nehx..but nvm..i was typing at the website like an essay ....go read bahx..
CRUSED?concidence?
the css poster, all of them which was out was standing together,wilson with amy,jia qi with javin,jiajun with xubin and shawn with teri....LUCKILY,kor is with elaine hahas..Good luk..
SCHOOL
bored..i hate my seats lo..and hor huyi !!!!MY MONEY!!!! grr...LOL..9 dollars nehx..LOL...k lars..dun pay lo..even mrs sally ong teach my kor how ta sing..mus wrk hrd,keke.....

ok..GOOD NIGHT...good luk too><

2007-06-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
LOL!.....CSS AGAIN....Today,korkor from 9:00go mediacorp now still hven't come back...now is already12:00...and i had play maple for 4hours...but still very low level...i'm a noob..i sold a panlid for 200k...correct price?nvm...

LOL!
I keep telling amelia,"whats your henesys lvl..."LOL...she was so blur...i kept changing the 2 words"henesys and aquila"anyway...THANK YOU!!for gibing me 50k......

SCHOOL!
Today remedial...i was laughing like mad!!XDD...it was damn funny lar..before remedial..almost the whole class is playing with "ball"then i and jindee sharlyn never play...then ke lao shi walk towards us and ask why didn't we join them...then jindee said"because the game is too lame.."...LOL...so lame lar....

VOTE FOR MY KOKORR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!okok!!

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CAMPUS SUPERSTAR

Yesterday night ,the show (yin yue ge dou chang)have my korkor....dots think u guys know right he got in to campus superstar top 20 !!will be on tv XDD must vote for him by hook or by hook he must win!!!LOL rather imposible lehx...XDD...anyway 4th of june .....he will be competing wiht shawn,xu bin,marcus,fu kuan!!!ALL propro...wah lao!!!YOU MUST WIN !!!rmb to vote wor~~He is M2!!!M2 M2 M2!!!

HE ROX!!XDD

Top 20

yester day guo hao and agnes came to my hse too...so exicted...lolx...anyway they are the top 20s in campus superstar...Guo hao very handsome !!!Agnes very cute...OMGOMG!!lolx..anyway,you guys must help me to tell lotta of ppl that must vote for him HAHA!!!MUST TELL RICH PPL WOR~

SCHOOL

Heard people saying that i stead with bk...wad the freak..!!since when lorr..
hais also dunno who spred de...so sianx..tok all kind of rubbish...
btw,i didn't break up with him..dun get the wrong idea wor~
FALSE ALARM!!!!!!!!FALSE ALARM!!!!!!!!!!
Today have girls talk...lolx...anyway i and huiyi and some are not even intrested in listening but it was quite funny!!=) we were playing all kind of games lolx....

Good bye !!!

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